i’m so stressed.
and i believe this stress will go on until the day i start…everything anything..
i swear i’m stressed to the fact that i feel like quitting my job and just stay at home and think of what i really want to do. i realised i wasted almost 19 years of my life doing nothing.
nothing at all.
it all seems so far…..
i wanna start now…
but…
aish…
so many factors are stopping me from even starting to think.
should i take a risk?
or should i just live my life day by day safely without any…..
if only i was born rich……..if only…….if only……
too many if only(s), too many hurdles….
should i?
but i really love my family and my close friends, really.
mushy much. but. yea.
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